It is really, really, really hot. I don't really want to leave the house but I am becoming a little stir crazy.
Josh started pre-season last week. Which means that, after having him around much more than normal for the past few months, he suddenly is gone 12+ hours a day.
It is back to school time. Which makes me really miss setting up my classroom and the excitement of starting a new year with new students.
And then there is my little Noah man.
On Monday, it will be 2 years since we had to say goodbye to Noah.
On Tuesday, he would have turned 3 years old.
I try to imagine what he would have been like as a 3-year old... what he would have looked like, what his favorite toys would have been, how he would interact with his brother. I replay all the decisions we made during those hard days and wonder. And I let my heart ache.
I miss my sweet boy.